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jesus was black because he had a possy lol

it is hard to say anything anymore

when you know too much nothing can be said

the force of emphasis on genetic tags

the unfortunate ignorance of love in generations of parents

it is a pseudo scientific/philosophic endless blabber that never exits the acceptabe parameters of such a point of view as it insists upon with excrutiating detail and monotony.

if you say something makes sense and you stop thinking about it then i guess it does

but if it still makes sense after you assume that it doesn’t then it really must make some sense.

different problems but just as many

i would prefer my problems to those of those before me but truely i would prefer to lighten my load

in other words; i would like to slow down and have fewer problems

while i am healthy and do not need to worry about where to find food i must sacrifice my health inthe form of the stress i have at the difficulty i might have in obtaining said food.

one cannot maintain a decent standard of living without great sacrifice

i want to have my cake and eat it too

but where did the cake come from?

did i make the cake?

how did i make the cake without a farmer?

farmers dont have time for making their own cakes, they are busy farming

why are we all working so hard?

where are we going for our efforts?

this isnt a call to laziness

this is a call to happiness

i am not happy and it is clear to me the reasons for this unhappiness

so what the fuck?

why shouldn’t i be happy?

why is there no available path to me to be happy?

sure, i can make the best of what i have but that is a forced unpleasant happiness

i want to be a tree farmer

the tree farmer’s trees grow and grow and he maintains them

but trees don’t grow very fast

and as long as he is not a part of a large industrial process, harvesting the trees should be little enough work as to be satisfying raather than stressful

am i saying mass industrialization is bad?

no i suppose not – im not saying war is bad either because here we are – forward

but i suppose i want what’s next

i want sustainability, calmness, peacefulness

i guess other people like the hussle and bussle

what i don’t like is that there is no viable way for me to get out of the hussle and bussle

i need money

and for money i must hussle and bussle

and not just some of the time (as i might prefer) but all of the time

and i know i have down time but it feels awful (this down time)

and i hate it and i resent it and i hate and resent all of the people who have anything to do with it and most of all i hate and resent that when i say that i hate a resent somehting people treat me like i am some kind of threat

wouldn’t that make you hateful and resentful?

what about all our emotional poverty?

america is a poor poor place and it is obvious if you know what it is to be happy

ugh well im just getting sick of the sound of my own voice at this point

and you know what else? in order to do anything you have to know what you’re doing

if you want to just go live in the woods, that has to be your choice

you need to make that who you are in order to achieve it

as if you must become a thing in order to do anything

well i am not a thing

i am a person

and now im just getting all blah blah blah

but i refuse to try to fill the hollow existence i lead with food so i am not far

i refuse to fill the hollowness we all share with drugs and alchohol

and this is not a refusal like most people make, a refusal based upon a fake belief that you have found answers or just to admit defeat and make the best of it

no, i will not eat your eggs on a boat or with a float or within a moat

does this mean i have to give up my technology and live in some kind of rediculous hippy commune?

no!

what the fuck would that accomplish? only the selfish satisfaction of one need at the expense of so many others

so what is there to do?

i can think of one answer right now:

the problem is that we are all slaves

the problem is that we are all debters of governments

and it isn’t even people anymore, we are in debt to the machine

we have created a government machine that even its controllers are slaves to as they fight for control over it

this became clear to me when studying the methods used by the united states to make debters of the native americans

i realized that we have subjugated ourselves to the same kind of evil

if you own your home: why do you pay taxes on it?

if you own your land why do you rent it from the government?

now i can understand that governments need revenue and taxes are a good solution. i can also understand that governments need money to run and i am not altogether questioning the need for governments because it is clear that humanity is not ready for an anarchy and possibly never will be.

it is absolutely fair to charge for services and even if you live in your home for free i cannot see a reason why you would recieve free electricity or telephones or water.

let me preface the next part by saying that taxes on commerce limits commerce (end of story) and we do not want that –

now: if utilities are common to us all and we all pay for them and they are a service and they are profitable why not communalize all utilities and use the profits to run the government?

i am not in favor of sate owned industry but there is no innovation to be had in the delivery of water or electricity to one’s home beyond what can be done without a competitive environment to drive innovation and progress etc.

where as data services (while like a utility) should remain private

this would surely shrink the size of our government and reduce taxes

this would surely increase commerce and the amount of wealth distributed among the people without sacrificing competitive business or enlarging government or enlarging any kind of social services

why are social services not run by NGOs? this would surely increase the effectiveness and efficiency of government social programs

and why are NGOs not run more like companies? not to say run for a profit but why not hold them to the same standards? i suppose standards could be achieved with public money such as stocks.

now im getting bored of writting this because im solving individual problems but i have now created a new political platform

can you see it?

can you see a world where you just get a utility bill and that’s all the taxes you pay? no rediculous forms to fill out and no overbearing government to start wars and stuff

perhaps we could fight terrorism with social weapons?

oh i don’t know but if you can see the goal i have put at the other end of the field it doesn’t mean you have mapped out every step or know where every defender will be or mole hill will seek to trip you up. you just go in that general direction as best you can knowing that it will make things better.

technology has made us more powerful but has not made our lives easier

fit it now!

dont bother reading this blog

idk if i already wrote this post but:

the jews mined the stone to build the structures across the body of water and brought back the shipments of stone in boats

if they dropped a portion of the stones along the way they could build a highway of stones under the water

once the highway was tall enough and there was a drought the walk way was exposed and they all got away

the reason i am a business major is so i can make money to pay people to prove all these things

I accept fame as an unfortunate consequence

the republic revolution is finally ended

and the world is finally becomming a better place

a happier place

a nicer place